You said that he already regret.
This is the 3rd time he is inside.
You Do not even know if he regret before.
And if he is just using this words again.

But that tells me you will not leave.

You asked me to be patience.. stay positive, dont gave up.

But

Its you who tell me that only in your dreamz.
Therefor. I need to move on by myself.

Be patience, and give up but stay positive.

Feels like pressuring my heart.

After so much of a drama and exprience
 I have learn afew things which matters which is not.

I realize so much as i grow older. Relationships, love and myself or work.

Which not to put so much focus on. And which to put effort in, Which i can gain something and will be stick with me for the rest if my life. Example skills :)

Other than that, now i will just let flow by itself...
Look at how im today. I dont really get affected by it..✌

This one year was quite a tough one but it has given me experience.. im really grateful.

Guess im mature enough, if can think of this kind of stuff. Lolx

From now, i will stop asking any of your problem.
Since it is under your dictionary that no one will understand. Simple. I dont wanna overthink.