I need to focus. The picture is clear now. I shall not fall too deep. I dont know anyone which is serious.. I shall read this everyday. Every morning..

what the fuck am i doing or fucking saying things wihout using the fucking brain... I am very confuse....
So what now?

If it was just about afraid that you will hurt people... then fucking screw that.. Dont be afraid of people getting hurt... choose.... its do it, or fucking move on...