Mix feeling is the one that make it feel this way. But its alright from now. I think thru. Not to hope so much, as disappointment will be lessen. Today mark the last day that we meet each other. As because of certain things we will stop wad we will be doing.

I rather be alone after that.. and i will run away from the circle of friends.. i swear..

Yes i can do it.
(Please grant me strength dear lord samurai)

I just need to avoid all she has posted in the social media with the other half.. and i will keep going not to give up

But

idk if i will be forgotten. Im scared. Cause when the time comes. I feel like im nothing anymore..

Please lord samurai, help me when the time comes. Dont let me went wild..