I forgot about calmness and take it slowly... Fuck! Why did i rush things.. but ive already done it. And cant be undone 😖... i regret what i did, even if i know its a right thing to do..but i should have stay calm..

Might be Too late?... but spread your wings. Im not holding on ur life. Be happier than now.

A reminder for myself.

"Put yourself into their shoes. Think postive. Why did they do this, why not just tell me the truth." I just got to think postive!

They have lots of things to handle, life is tough. But I still fall deeply yesterday.. its much more tough for them.. how are they feeling?

I cant promise i wouldnt fall. But i will do my very best not to fall. I learn as I grow.. the tougher ill be.

I will turn in early tonight. Im tired.. i dont feel like doing anything. I will just fall asleep right now..

I overthink and literally break my own heart. But i know im right...

I need some time...

I post this again to remind myself not to fall without reasons. What ive say before.. i'll keep going until the day comes.

Remind myself what can make me feel better, as there still many human beings. Places for me to hike and explore. How to Enjoy my life.

Even a strongest human beings needs someone to be taken care of...

Writing my thoughts. Smoking a stick of cigarette.
Some people is trying hard to make their life better.

Whatever the pain Is. I hope anyone can go throught this. Cause after all this pain or suffer. They'll be happier. Means someone got to sacrifice

P.s  This will be the path i choose. I hope its not a moment of rush. But thats what i felt at this night.

Good night.

Its a new day 😁

From now on....
i be easy... and let go whatever it is...

I will never forgot this day.

I feel Sad for you. But Im moving on.